the moon

Today was cool. First day of new job. Orientation and getting to know the layout was the primary focus. The drive there is long but it is a sacrifice we must make. I will probably have to work there. Today I didn't feel scared. I felt stupid and dead. I laughed but it sounded wicked. Bing both calhoun steeping. Misk. Utter phrase. But anyway, scared is like knowing a spirit, while afraid is somatic similar. The spirit of English is mostly in Old Spice. Sip. double sip.

Seriously, there is so much ignorance. I mean look at me. I am using a PC. What's next? Freedom hopefully. To be free must be the ambition of all. But does not ambition contradict Freedom? What about Free ambitious movement. Or Ambitious Freedom in Time. Free from attachment unless the attachment is keeping you free. As in freedom from not falling then it must be a healthy attachment.

The funny thing about new modern junky english is the phrase 'Next Time' . How can one say time after next and actually get away with it. That type of thinking does not work. It's like some mad and possibly fettered scientist trying to determine the beginning of all things as in universe and earth-- sun and moon and all. There is no such thing as next time. It's about here and now. Right here. right now. One does call upon time in that sense. Just rambling to on.

Blazing Dark

It's great we can sit and talk about the beginning of things or we can get to work to solve the problems of our age. I prefer the latter of the previous statement. What is important? Life! Positive Mental Attitude or PMA cause we live in the great acronym age. Acronyms are horrible. Long soapbox, I know. Sip sip. Double sip huh. Ugh. itch tweeze. Of course this makes no sense. Perhaps it does. But truly I am scared. Me happy cause i got a new Job and start tommorrow. So I am off. But next time, Let's talk about the word scared and what it really means. And what about that phrase 'next time'. What does that mean?